February 19, 2010

Question: Greetings Ma-Ryah, I would like some guidance from you about my professional life and love life. Lots of love, Steve

Answer: God’s Blessings! This is Ma-Ryah from the higher realms of God. We are pleased to answer your question Steve. We do apologize for the time it has taken to have your question answered. The Vessel did misplace the question for awhile and only recently found it once again.

We see you have been working on many of your individual shadows very consciously in the past year of time and do see you are doing your best to transform these shadows. We still see some shadow in regards to being able to be vulnerable and to trust your inner guidance, though you have no difficulty trusting your inner guidance when it comes to others. You have made decisions upon this question already and yet much time is spent second guessing the choices you have made.

The only advice we have for you in regards to your professional life is to develop more clearly the recognition of your intuition and how much you are able to assist others. As you move more deeply into the field of assisting others the issue of trust for yourself often arises. Remember it is the way of the human being to bring forward what yet remains to be fully transformed. Work on the script of being able to trust where you are guided and led to assist others and ultimately your own self.

We yet see some of your greatest tools to use in assisting your individual transformation is art, music and the combination of hands and mind. You have many gifts to draw from and much to bring into this world. You continue to desire love very strongly and yet continue to believe in the depth of your Being that you do are not worthy of such love. Please do not look back upon your life journey through the veil of hindsight and insight, applying knowledge not held in the moment. To assist moving through this aspect of creating we refer you to the present lesson posted, the lesson of the Beloved. When you work with this lesson you find yourself able to move through a block that has appeared to stop and to sabotage your transformation and the ability of moving beyond the scripts of your past.

You continue to work with the issue of anger and have had experiences to see the energy of anger is also able to be constructive and assist you to move through areas that appeared to be stagnant. Acknowledge the work and transformations you have accomplished in the past eight months of time. The judgment of self and the frustration of time passing assists impatience to be applied to your own progress. Were you to view your journey thus far within the guise of another you would be assisting them to celebrate the accomplishments they have achieved thus far. You would assist them to remember the scripts of shadow were planted over many linear years and the transformation also requires some passing of time in order to transform the sometimes very subtle scripts of ego.

We see you still creating in a work that is beneficial for the moment since it brings the ability to pay the bills. We see frustration with this also since you desire to create more from the passion of Soul and to walk the Spiritual journey more fully, creating and living from the gift of this within Self. Patience, understanding and compassion are able to be applied to you in this moment. Be willing to see where you have walked ~ and willing to release it. Be willing to see where you are right now ~ and willing to celebrate in all you have discovered of self in the moment.

Begin to create upon the script that you are indeed worthy of being loved for who you are, just as you are ~ not for who you may be at some point in time. Be willing to create understanding, compassion and forgiveness for self and where you have walked in the past, and some moments in the present moment of time. Your experiences continue to assist you to be present in the journey and guidance of the journey of others without judgment. Your experience adds a filter of knowing and authenticity you bring to the journey and growth of others.

We see you through the filter of absolute love ~ Perhaps it is time Steven for you to also see yourself through this filter? See yourself in the knowledge of love and work walking upon a path already created by Self ~ merely walk in the path already designed and know beyond any doubt that every day brings you closer to living the desires and choices of your Soul and Spirit.

God’s Blessings in your journey Steven. If we may be of further assistance to you, do not hesitate to ask...for this is also a shadow you carry like so many other human beings carry. You do not hesitate to assist others, yet you do not always believe you are assisted and thus hesitate to ask.. God’sBlessings... Ma-Ryah€�