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Question: “ Blessings Ma-Ryah. I am 12 years old. My Mother has met with you before. You told her a little bit about me. If you could help me, I would like to know who I was and what I did in my past lives. Also, I have a pretty definite opinion of what I want to be in this life. Can you give me some insight? Thank you.” Gina

Answer: “ God’s Blessings! This is Ma-Ryah from the higher realms of God. We are pleased to answer your question. Before we begin to answer the question of who you have been in other time frames we speak a moment of the difference of how the human being perceives this topic and how we do indeed know it. 

As we have spoken slightly in other areas here, the human race perceives the continuum of time and yet outside of the human perception time does not exist in that matter. All time is now. Every moment of time exists in the same moment. Every parallel Universe exists at the same moment. In order to have understanding of how you are creating and experiencing self as a human being and to have the full understanding of how it plays out when a thought is created upon, the human being perceives past, present and future. In the understanding of this perception we shall indeed answer your question with the perception of past lives based on the time continuum in a linear progression.

We communicate with you here of a few which have bearing upon who you perceive your self as in this moment of time. In viewing all time as a spider’s web, each spoke of the web representative of a moment in time, each spoke representative of a hundred year count, the connecting threads of the web representative of the connection and reaction of one moment upon another. In this way shall we answer your question. The moments in time we address vibrate along the web of connecting threads of the spider web in a way to illustrate how one moment is able to be perceived as affecting another moment in time.

In the perceived time frame of 1453 we find the vibration of your Soul existing in the area you know and understand as Holland. In this time frame you are seen as a male and you are one of seven children in a family. Your family understands and follows a religious belief and faith which is understood as Catholicism. In the order of birth you are in the middle ~ three above you and three below you. This is the part of life which has an effect and connection to this moment in life. Your family was of comfort and so poverty was not part of your experience in that time time frame in Holland. As male child you received education to it’s fullest and did pursue a life time of intellect; becoming teacher of youth in the adult seen years of self. Your life in this time frame though not always in great happiness, for what human knows only happiness at this point of creation? Yet, your life was content. Thus, the reason we speak of this lifetime seen is because of the position of your birth in that time frame. This time frame in which you know yourself as female child directly was chosen with great consciousness desiring to create a birth in which you are first and foremost seen. You have some difficulty whenever it appears you are overlooked or not heard in the mix of others. For this reason you entered this perceived time frame with a personality which does not ‘make’ it easy to be overlooked for any reason. We do speak these last words with a smile in our heart. This time frame spoken of as a past moment of life is also the reason you have great love of books though you do not allow many to know this part of you. You collect information as others may collect anything else. From this perceived life time you have a burning desire within you to soar and to be important in the way of being seen and known within your world.

We also find aspects of your Soul creating in the time frame of 715 in the area of what is known as Greece. In this time frame you are female child and you do not know great wealth or comfort. In this time frame you enter into life with a family who experiences great poverty and twelve children to care for. In this time frame you are eldest child. Being female child you are responsible for assisting the care of the other children and the family. For this reason you begin creating tasks for another of wealth so food is able to be received by your family. You are not the only child of this family to begin assisting the care of the family and yet in your self in that time frame you perceive it for many years as though you are the only one carrying the family upon your own shoulders, so to speak. How does this then affect or impact who you are now? Now, you sometimes react rather than choose to respond if you are experiencing any burden as it is perceived in that moment of ‘unfairness’ in your tasks and expected responsibility within the family. In this moment of time you now know your self creating within it is sometimes very easy for you to feel put upon by others, yes? You are no different in that awareness than most human beings and most youth. The duality of your existence, in one aspect you desire to be seen, heard and created with in a way that celebrates who you are ~ and in the other aspect of awareness of self, you desire to not be seen and permitted to create as you choose when you choose. Being youth, you also desire to know who you are, where you go and how quickly you arrive! Again, the latter said with a smile in our heart.

Why then do we speak only of these two moments of life you create throughout all time? Because these two moments in time have impact upon who you know your self to be in this present seen moment of time. It appears you have sometimes a great battle being waged within and against self. Returning to the previous statements made of the duality of your existence ~ The support and assistance of not only family but also others in your life is able to assist you in a harmonic and balanced way to achieve all you choose to know. At the same time you recognize this, you also create sometimes with resentment that so many appear to know what you do and how you create. The sometimes understood comfort of having others interested in you, seeing and hearing you is sometimes outweighed by the desire to move through life not being seen or necessarily heard all the time. In your world we hear the statement, ‘ to slip under the radar’, and we find this gathering of words to speak clearly of the other side of your desire. Know that some of this is reaction to youth beginning to seek it’s way towards what is seen as separation and independence and life. The rest is the journey of transformation for your human ego this time frame. To be able to understand both is indeed part of the human experience. You have great awareness of who you are as a child within your world though often you have been able to be seen as rushing past childhood as it is experienced to advance in age and perception in order to do and create what you choose to create. Patience, child and all indeed unfolds as it is to unfold. You have many gifts and we shall next speak of a few of these gifts.

Who you become in the perceived adult part of this journey is always by what do you so choose and whether or not you follow the inner passion and knowing of the journey you are here to create. Understand dear Gina, that because we communicate these words here does not mean you are to follow them because we communicate these words to you. You, like every human has unlimited possibilities of life to follow and create upon. No one path is more important than another and so whichever aspect of you life you choose to create and know in this reality perception of life is as you choose. The gift of free will is indeed part of every human, whether created with consciously or not it is a vital part of the experience of human. Out of all the possible paths or life experiences to create upon you choose one or more to know as real and as life. The other possibilities remain part of the unknown or sometimes day dreamed about moments of life.

You have developed through many moments in time and even in this time frame the ability to know what is not said by another, even more so than if they indeed speak. For this reason you have an ability to know what is in the heart of another as well as what their ‘real’ fear is in the moment. You have created a very large ability of compassion and it is from there you create most of your choices and experiences from. This is tinged some times by the effect of the two other time frames we communicated about here. You have ability to be teacher once again of youth and to be very successful in connecting with the life of many and assisting the life of many of youth by creating as teacher once again. You also have the ability to care for many and to create from a strong desire to assist and nurture others. Some times though you do have great desire to work only with human beings and so you are also able to be seen as healer of human hearts and minds or to be seen as healer who creates with the animal kingdom. Either way is fine. Either choice is fine.

There is also a strong desire to be seen and heard in this time frame and so you also have the gift and the choice of creating upon the stage or in a similar venue. You are able to create and achieve all you choose and set your mind and focus upon. You are not limited, except as you limit your self. You have the desire to know and to remember at an age most would see only child. Some who read our answer here to you, in a voice of judgment say we answer you in a way that a child of twelve is not able to understand. You still gather knowledge to your self and seek to know as much as possible and even if some times others around you may enter fear because sometimes you appear to obsess about an aspect of life, they also have awareness and celebration of your ability to bring passion, focus and drive to what you create. Your desire to know as much as possible about every part of life creates a child of twelve who is able to fully understand our answer here and indeed quite able to understand greater depth than what is communicated here.

In the time remaining seen as youth, you are able to use this time to develop your choices and to see each day do you create in a way to assist your vision of self to be seen in a future seen moment of time? Able to ask your self, today, this moment, do I create with the best of my ability? Receive the answer within and then know it is fine as you create. Each moment filled with many opportunities and choices. You are able to use these moments of life to see and understand which part or parts of self do you choose to hold up to the light to be seen and heard, not only by and with others, also with and by self. Remember to connect also with the moment which is here in the perception of linear time. You sometimes forget there is time ~ enough time to create life and experience life. The balance of enjoyment, the play of the child, the youth is also a vital moment in time. Continue to evolve in what you know and what you learn of self, and in the same time remember many of the ways you connect with the inspirational aspect of self, the child, and remember to give time to this part of self also. We do enjoy your singing very much because your joy in unlimited when you sing. Many may not always desire you to sing and yet to us your song is exquisite because of the joy it brings to you.

If you desire any clarification of anything we communicate here to you, only ask and we do respond. That is all. God’s Blessings.” Ma-Ryah