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Question: “ Hello Ma-Ryah, Blessings to you and to the vessel Sharon. It has been quite some time since I have communicated with you, but you have entered my thoughts on many occasions. My life has been blessed in some ways and is in turmoil in others.

As you know I had been diagnosed with 3rd stage cancer. At the present time I am cancer free and for that I give all of the praise to God.

On the other hand, my financial well being is not as blessed. I find myself in a place where I am unable to meet those obligations and it is affecting me in so many ways. I have been attempting to apply the many principles that I have learned from you and others to attract the financial wealth into my life, but there are times that I feel that I am blocking them because I do not deserve those blessings. Can this be because I am here to learn the lesson of struggle? Maybe I was wealthy in another life and did not appreciate that wealth. I have always been the type of person who does everything in her power to meet the obligations and the place in which I now find myself is so distressing to me that I sometimes feel like giving up. But then I remember what you said to me and I change those thoughts.

I am taking the steps necessary to get the assistance that I need to rectify my situation and I am asking that you pray for me that I will have the strength to meet this challenge and overcome.

I am looking forward to seeing you again in the future.

Love and God Bless. E. Franklin”

Answer: “ God’s Blessings. This is Ma-Ryah from the higher realms of God. Thank you for the blessings you send to us and the Vessel. We always appreciate blessings!

The issue of abundance has walked with you for many years and as you know it is tied to your not believing you are worthy of receiving blessings. This in turn is tied to your shadow of unworthiness. As you know, you judge yourself very harshly and do not see the beautiful Spirit and human you truly are and instead see only the perceived ‘flaws’ and ‘errors’ of your creating. You do know also from our time with you that you are indeed worthy of many blessings and you are very loved by our self and the Creator. It does not matter though child that you know this from us. What matters is what you tell your own self.

You say, “ Maybe I was wealthy in another life and did not appreciate that wealth.” We would say to be aware of the shadow within that statement. In our teachings we often address the belief of karma and speak of it as a hook of shadow. We do understand as human beings you see your lives in a linear progression and seek to apply justifications and validations for when things are not as you would desire them to be. You must have done something in a past life to deserve to be punished and therefore it is better to just be satisfied with your life now and say it is okay that you suffer. It is okay that you suffer even though you are also told what you create with, what you do to and with others is most always from a loving, honoring place within your heart. You assist others and yet have great difficulty in believing you are able to also be assisted. In another you see it as they are asking for help. In your own self you see it as a weakness if you ask for help. Other life times are able to be viewed to see did you increase love and honor with self and all you created with? What gifts, or talents did you begin to create upon in another time frame you may choose to increase in this perceived lifetime? All time is now and it is only in the human world that it is seen in separate sections and life times. This is of course so you are able to be aware of this moment and to see how you choose to create and live within the belief system held in this particular moment.

Perhaps instead of seeing that perhaps this lifetime you are to learn struggle, see instead this lifetime you are able to see you are worthy of receiving many blessings. Maybe, just maybe, the Creator, you say God, wants his child to know how blessed she is. If you seek to see a past life time as a reason for not receiving financial security or abundance, then can you also see that perhaps in another moment in time you believed as you do now that you do not deserve to be blessed in all ways and so this life time you are to balance, or transform that shadow begun in another moment of time and know beyond any doubt that you deserve every blessing you can think of ...and more?

We agree for you to do all you are able to do to help your situation and then do more. Your ego may ask, ‘What more? I am doing everything I possibly can!’ Your faith in God and your belief in Spirit is so strong perhaps you will allow that part of you to take you into a place within your self where you accept this faith in regards to your own self. See what is in your life now and also see and absolutely know in the depth of your own Being that everything you could ever think to want, everything you would ever think you need and even that which you do not yet know you desire as part of your life is indeed part of your life. Why would this be your ego may ask? Because you are a child of God. God loves all his children with a love you as human parents seek to emulate. You know how much you love your children and how you will do anything within your power to help them. Why would God who loves you more than any human loves in your world right now, do any less for God’s child? See what is your life, do what you are able to do to assist your self, which will also transform the shadow of believing you are weak if you ask for help...and will assist you to see it is really strength, bravery and courage to ask for help. Then sit in prayer, sit in meditation and know as you have never known before how much assistance you have from God, from All That Is, from the Universe to assist you to realize you are also here to know you are worthy to receive blessings and to have all your financial obligations met and more. Acknowledge perhaps that you do not know how this will occur, you may not know where it comes from but you absolutely know your heart is heard. Each time your ego brings to mind your fears of finances and tells you in so many ways the proof of this within your life, acknowledge you are also abundance. You are here to remember how to live in grace and ease ~ not struggles. You are here to ultimately experience manifesting Spirit without distortion into the physical realm. 

You are worthy of every blessing you can think of ~ but again, it does not matter that we see and know this ~ it matters that you believe this and know it as your greater truth. There is nothing you have ever done child, or shall do that would create a reason for you to be here to know what it is like to struggle. All struggle teaches you as a human being is the validation of separation, isolation and fear and in ‘time’ pushes you as a human being to remember another way. We shall indeed do as you request and we do pray with you and hold you in absolute love.

That is all. God’s Blessings. “ Ma-Ryah