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Question: “Hi Ma-Ryah, I have recently decided that I am NOT living up to 100% of my potential in a number of areas even though by most people’s standards I would be considered successful. I know I am capable of more - a LOT more, but seem to be held back by something I cannot name. The disappointment and frustration that comes from this just serves to create deeper shadows. I have the tools to come out of the shadow but it almost seems like by coming out of the shadow, nothing ends up being done about the shadow it’s self. I feel as though I am stuck in cement, unable to come closer to my goals and this is becoming unacceptable. I feel like I’m on the edge of a precipice, ready to take a giant leap into greater success achieving my personal goals as well as my more global goals of helping and healing and yet, unable to take the leap. I’m tired of being “Ready” and “Set”. How do I get to “Go”? I’m not sure what else I am asking here but I trust that you know what I need and will share that information with me. Thank you and God’s Blessings,” Antoinette, N.J.

Answer: “ God’s Blessings, this is Ma-Ryah from the higher realms of God. We are pleased to answer your question. We appreciate receiving your question as we have not had any questions submitted for some time in your world.

When a human being has consciously worked with the shadows as you have, especially the core or seed shadows you enter this life with, there is then the ability as you know to move through other shadows. You are able to do this because you have transformed many of the core or seed shadows and what remains are the sub shadows of the main seed shadows. However, every once in awhile you will have cycle around yet again a deeper part of what is seen the seed shadow. Then it becomes necessary to return to one of the seed shadows and transform a bit more. Though we do understand from a human perspective this is frustrating because you have already transformed so much of it, it is also an opportunity to clear it completely so the shadow is no longer found as a reactive part of you. When you have transformed a seed shadow greatly it no longer is necessary to continue to examine it and see what else remains, unless an aspect of it shows it’s self to you. Then it is a matter of returning to the initial seed shadow and transforming an aspect unseen before and now is able to be seen. To demonstrate how this works we will address a seed shadow carried by your own self, “ I can not trust others.” From the moment of birth this script, this seed is carried and your reality shows how this is able to be known and experienced in the human journey and soon it becomes a truth. You find you can not trust others. Of course the sub shadows that go along with this seed shadow are, a) you can not trust your own choices and decisions, b) you are never heard, c) it is unsafe to be seen and heard, and therefore, d) you can not succeed. Now of course in your own self and in your own journey you have transformed the seed shadow enough, as well as cleared and transformed many scripts and experiences that were part of the sub shadows of a, b, and c. In every aspect of this shadow there is some residue and you sometimes still react from them until you become aware, use your tools and then once again, choose how to respond, often transforming the shadow even further by giving the human ego a different experience, thus making the shadow less true for the human ego.

So the work left to do to enable you to move from “ready, set” to “go” is to consciously work with the sub shadow, d) you can not succeed. How then do you work with this aspect in way which transforms it easily and gently? You have many tools already to choose from and we also speak of another one here. First, go and stand before a mirror. See your self clearly. How are you standing? Is it confident? Is it calm? Or is it hesitant, irritated, frustrated and on edge? Are you making strong and loving eye contact with your self or are you seeking to avoid making eye contact? Perhaps you allow your eyes to quickly look into the eyes of self before sliding away. There is no right nor wrong way to do this. Every way is right and every way is full of information to be harvested and applied if desired to be applied in the transformation of this sub seed. Once you have received all there is present in the moment to receive you are ready for the next part of this exercise.

In the next part of this exercise, you may either use the tool of the levels of consciousness, or you may continue to stand there in front of self in the mirror. Ask your self what is the ‘worst’ that may happen when you are successful? What fears remain in regard to what ‘others’ will think of your success, especially if they do not experience success? What is the ‘best’ that may happen when you are successful? Remember in creating with a tool for transformation, give your subtle ego a task so it won’t find it necessary to interfere in what you are doing. You are able to give it the task of observing, taking notes so to speak so it may critique your experience later... this will give it something to do other than to interfere. When you receive answers for the questions asked communicate with your self about the answers you received. Pay attention to any reaction within your body. Pay attention to any inner dialogue going on for this of course lets you know if it still is held as a shadow, a limitation within you no matter what your ego speaks to you about it! Remember if there is much thought conversation going on, the ego is very involved and in it’s own way is seeking to halt the transformation of the shadow. You have a choice then of allowing the ego to keep going, listening to what ‘you’ have to say about the whole seed and such or gently comfort it, speak about some of the different experiences you have had that make the seed untrue. Remember as you go through this exercise, be honest with self, own what is still there to own, and gently release, let go of what is no longer yours to own. Recognize with the ego if you let go of part of the shadow the importance of it and what it has taught you by it’s presence... do this when you feel a tug of sadness or remorse from the ego self when saying you are releasing or letting go of this part of the shadow.

In the final part of the exercise, when you feel complete in the moment with what you are doing, now speak about your self being successful. See it within your mind, feel it within your heart and speak it with your words, and again pay attention to any reaction from body or thoughts so you know if there still remains any resistance to creating within this as your truth and your reality. Let go of concern, worry or fear that perhaps you did not clear enough, perhaps it returns just when you get used to being successful! That is of course as you know, yet another part of the sub shadow. Gently, patiently, and lovingly remind that fearful part of self, “ yes, it may come around again... for right now, this moment, this day, it is clear and released. I create experiences of success.” You know if any residue remains which are vital to your healing to be seen, heard, kept or transformed ~ it will let you know when you are ready to see it and know it.

From time to time, gently remind your self you did not create all the shadows and sub shadows in one moment in time ~ in the perceived passing of time in your world, you spent life times creating these shadows. Celebrate the transformations and keep as open as possible to the presence of any other aspects of the seed shadows to be seen and heard and you are fine. Allow your self from time to time to see how much you have transformed in the past few linear years and honor the dedication, consciousness and willingness to see all parts of self, acknowledging the courage this takes to do!  Trust and know you continue to evolve and you continue to consciously create as you choose to experience life and your reality within this world. God’s Blessings always...” Ma-Ryah

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