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June 29, 2008

Question: “ Ma-Ryah, for years I have wanted to be a published writer. I do write, I get writer’s block, get past it and move on again. The thing is that I get scared for lack of a better word when it comes to get moving. I don’t know why I do this. It is not only with my writing but with other things too. I have the best intentions and never get anywhere with them. I am thinking that it could be from past hurts or traumas but I need to get past that too. My friend offered to help with reiki and eft. What is your enlightenment?” Sharon

Answer: “ God’s Blessings! This is Ma-Ryah from the higher realms of God. We are quite pleased to answer your question.

You are very similar to the Vessel we communicate through in regards to your question. Our answer to you is able to assist her also as well as many others who carry similar shadows in this perceived time frame. You are not only a writer, you are also an artist. As such you are much more comfortable in the creative phase of life than you are in the regimented, logical, linear aspects of life. You have not difficulty in doing the creating aspect of all you do whether it is writing, painting or planning an activity. The difficulty for you comes when it is time to manifest upon what you have created. The logical linear part of the brain is not engaged with as much belief as the creative part of the brain. However, the writer also is found in the linear, logical aspect of the brain as it uses words to create and share what is brought through you to manifest in a published manner.

One shadow which creates in disharmony is the fear of being seen and heard. You are able to say in some point in time you created with words and had the words used as a weapon to punish and to harm you and others. In this particular time frame we do not find this so much as what would be seen past time frames. It matters not when or where it was created, it matters here and now what you do with it and through it. You are able to tell yourself that the resistance to be seen and heard is from a moment past and is not present in the here and now. Use the gift of the words, “ so what!” and move forward in this moment in time. In time your ego, your fear of being seen and heard is able to see you are perfectly safe now to do all these things. You are a gifted artist as well as a writer. You are able set aside some time each day and just write. It does not matter if all you write is, “ I am writing”. What matters of course is that you are writing. Indeed the ‘problem’ is not so great in the inability to write ~ the ‘problem’ is in taking it to the next step of publication. Since the creative, imaginative side of your brain is so developed you are able to make use of it in a conscious way. The part of you which is imagination lives in the same part of the brain, so you are able to use this part in a conscious way to assist you to move forward. Imagine what you would do with your writing and art if there were no limitations within you. Afterwards sit and reflect on what you received from your imagination and then go forward from there. Being honest with self you are able to know if in this moment are you able to take physical steps to manifest what you imagined happening. If not, then recruit, or hire someone who is able to do this part, such as a literary agent. You also know many people who have many ideas of how to manifest the physical part of what you have brought through. Others will know how to find agents, how to show your art, etc. Learn from them and in time you are able to do these things your self.

You also have great resistance to being successful. Feel how tightly your solar plexus clenched when you read this part! Ask your self what is the ‘worst’ that can happen in your life when you are successful and known. Ask your self what is the ‘best’ that can happen in your life when you are successful and known. Work with the answers you receive in an honest way with your self and move through the parts you are able to move through and leave for another time the parts you are not ready to move through. Reiki as well as E.F.T. is able to assist you to move the energy blocks associated with the experiences of when you have not moved forward with your creations and thus justify for the ego you are not able to be seen, heard, or successful. If we may assist you in clarification of what we have answered you have only to ask.

That is all. God’s Blessings.” Ma-Ryah