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Question: “ Hello Ma-Ryah, In my late teens, I had an abortion. At the time, I thought I was doing the right thing. However, as the years have passed, I know what I did was horribly wrong and am extremely regretful. Who am I to have made such a decision for another’s life? I’ve heard so often that forgiveness will come from God if we ask. But how can God forgive me when I can’t forgive myself? My question for you though, is about the spirit of the child. Not actually having had a “time”, what category, or form, would he/she take? And if they are here in spirit, would they know how sorry I am for what I did to them?” Sincerely, Maryann

Answer: “ God’s Blessings! This is Ma-Ryah from the higher realms of God. We shall answer your question for you child and perhaps in our answer will you find some peace. 

We understand within the world you live within there is much thought, feelings and beliefs about the topic of abortion. As in many areas of your world, our view and understanding is different. Through the passing years since the choice was created upon to have the abortion your life experiences have been many and your thoughts and perceptions have been altered due to more life lived and more experiences known. Reflect back to that moment and remember the reasons you created the choice you did in that moment, with the knowledge, perceptions and experiences you knew in that moment of time. Remember that self and understand the moment you found yourself in within that moment of time. Looking back to that moment of time from where you now find your self perhaps compassion is able to be found for your self in that one moment of time.

Before a Soul enters the physical world much is already chosen to experience and intent is created upon in the choice of where you enter and who you enter the world with in order to create and experience what is chosen to be experienced. Often what then occurs is the life experiences alter some of what is chosen to experience and different paths so to speak are now traveled. In the physical world time is of importance as we have spoken before within our answers to human beings here in this format. Time beyond the human experience has no relevance. When the child was conceived it was with the awareness of the Soul connected to the child that the Soul would not enter into physical life. What is chosen and created upon within the human experience is already known within Spirit before the human being has the experience of living the moment. Sometimes what occurs is a Soul agrees to come into the physical denseness of mass and matter for a short period of ‘time’ already knowing it does not stay for birthing into the world. Sometimes this occurs in order to assist the parents of the child to see, is now the ‘time’ for them to have a child? Other times it is for the experience of the Soul connecting to the form of the child. Throughout all time there are always seen Souls deciding whether or not to incarnate into the world or not. They are not sure if they do desire to leave the realms of Absolute Love and begin the journey of forgetfulness to remembrance, and so they often are conceived in a moment in time when they know they are not fully committed to this choice. When this occurs there is an agreement between the Soul of the child and the Soul of the Mother before the birth of the Mother into the physical world. Through the choice made to create together the one Soul knows it has the opportunity to test the waters, so to speak. Because your world is now perceived as a reactionary, fear based world the energies are felt as a great impact upon a Soul of only Love. Adjustment is made as the Soul experiences connection into your world. When the pregnancy is ended the Soul who has left now has knowledge and experience to then base the choice upon.Whether this Soul chooses to now incarnate or not is based upon the Soul’s experience while connected to the forming fetus. Less often what sometimes occurs is the Soul choosing to enter into the physical world changes the choice made because the fetus is not forming in a way that would indeed be beneficial to the Soul’s reason for incarnating. Perhaps a limb is not formed in the way the cells are designed to form the arm, or some other physical difficulty is present that does not fit in harmony with the Soul’s intent to create and experience. The Soul connected to the fetus will then communicate to the Mother and often has a say in what occurs, even though within the human existence there may not be consciousness of the Soul’s choice not to continue on with the birthing into your world. Sometimes when this is indeed what is occurring the Soul will also separate from the fetus and miscarriage, or spontaneous abortion is able to occur.

From time to time abortion is the known chosen choice between the Soul of Mother and child in order to bring to the consciousness of humankind the imbalance and disharmony created within your world through rape, incest and violence. When this is the reason for this to be the experience of Mother and child consciousness is able to be raised within the hearts and minds of humankind and perhaps a transformation of creating a world where this imbalance occurs.

As to what form the Soul who was the child takes, the Soul returned to what it always is, a Being of radiant Light and Absolute Love. The Soul sees and knows your regret and sorrow over the choice made and knows, there is nothing to forgive. The decision was made before you ever drew your first breath in this life.

You are able to see child, there are many reasons on a Soul awareness for this experience to have occurred. Remember the Soul of the child is not tied to the belief of ‘time’, and if indeed the experience of life is chosen by the Soul who connected briefly into your world, the Soul is seen to return at another point in time and space.

You seek forgiveness for self. When you look back upon that moment of your life with honor and awareness of where you were in that moment of time, with remembrance of the knowledge and beliefs held you will find you are able to look upon your self with compassion. Imagine your self now being able to go back in time and comfort the young woman you were in that moment of time. You understand what was within her thoughts, beliefs and perceived options in that time and you are able to speak words of comfort and solace to your self in that moment of time. Through the experience of compassion you will find the journey of forgiveness. There is no forgiveness of God to be asked for child. All that you do, choose and experience in a given moment of time, a life experienced is known in the consciousness and Love of God. The Absolute Love held for all who create upon the world of Earth are always, always held in Absolute Love by the Being of God. When you walk within darkness and fear within your world, you are always supported with more love than you may perhaps imagine. There are no conditions to this love. There is nothing to seek, to earn, to deserve...You do now and have always been seen and held within the Absolute Love of God/Goddess/All There Is. For a moment, child, take a deep breath from the very soles of your feet...expand all of your body and awareness with this breath. As your deep breath fills every cell and atom of your physical form, allow your eyes to close while you exhale. As the breath is exhaled, allow your whole Being to relax and feel the Absolute Love of God to be felt and known within you. Know to the very core of your human Being, there is absolutely nothing you must do to receive this Love...nothing! It is now, always has been and always will be yours. Know God/Goddess/All There Is held you during the most difficult choice of your life.

That is all. God’s Blessings! “ Ma-Ryah