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October 2007

October 7, 2007

Question: “ I am experiencing a peculiar stumbling block on my life’s path. All my life my energies have been divided. Most people live in this third dimension and experience fantasy like a dream, their imagination. I only truly feel alive and connected to my Spirit when I am in a fantasy world of my own making. I feel like reality is an unwelcome intrusion. When I have a task that must be completed, I feel as though I rush through the task, resenting every moment spent away from my other self. I am not certain that I can effectively work through the issues I have chosen for myself in this life because I seldom truly experience the reality that is this life. Intellectually, I understand that I can change my life through force of will. I am a powerful presence in my own way and always have been. I simply do not know how to focus my energies on my reality to get what I want. In a strange sort of way, I already have everything I want in “ my other life”. How do I merge the two? Also, at times it feels as though that other me is more than imagination. Could there be an alternate timeline/dimension thing happening here? I am so connected there that often I drift away with no instigation. Sometimes I feel as though I am experiencing things that I am most definitely not physically experiencing. Am I split in two somehow? I guess what I really want to know is what is going on and how exactly do I fix it? Thank you, as always...Stephanie”

October 14, 2007

Question: “ Hello Ma-Ryah, In my late teens, I had an abortion. At the time, I thought I was doing the right thing. However, as the years have passed, I know what I did was horribly wrong and am extremely regretful. Who am I to have made such a decision for another’s life? I’ve heard so often that forgiveness will come from God if we ask. But how can God forgive me when I can’t forgive myself? My question for you though, is about the spirit of the child. Not actually having had a “time”, what category, or form, would he/she take? And if they are here in spirit, would they know how sorry I am for what I did to them?” Sincerely, Maryann

October 21, 2007

Question: “ God’s Blessings Ma-Ryah. My grandson, Daniel, is now 4 years old. Since his birth he has reacted with abject terror every time he hears certain loud noises. Specifically there is a fog horn like sound that our local fire/emergency squads use to call their volunteer members. When this noise occurs, he becomes almost animalistic in his complete lack of all thought beyond the need to be picked up by someone he trusts. For example, the last time Daniel heard the noise he was on a deck with his great-grandfather. His mother was just inside a sliding glass door when the noise began. Daniel did not just reach out to be held. He leapt for his mother in such a way that he tripped over his own feet and scrambled on all fours until he banged his head on the sliding doors. When he realized that his mother was on the other side of the door and not immediately accessible, he allowed his great-grandfather to pick him up until he could be handed to her. He was shaking like a leaf and crying that particular screaming cry that children make when they are badly frightened. Another time he was in his car seat when he heard the noise and screamed hysterically until it stopped. He is also frightened to a lesser degree of other loud noises including, but not limited to, church bells and fireworks. I find it hard to believe that his reactions are normal and wonder if it is related to a trauma experienced in a separate seen lifetime. Can you tell me if this is so and if it is, give some suggestions on how to heal this in my grandson. Many thanks.” Deborah

Question: “ My name is Vince V. and I feel like I have had spirits try to contact me when I was younger, but I did not understand. Were there spirits trying to contact me, and will it happen again? If so, how will I be able to respond without disconnecting from them?” Vince V.